Thursday, December 8, 2011

So Close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Thankfulness :D

Hullo lovelys,

How is everyone? good? good :) i thought that since its almost Christmas, i would do a little "Thankful" post. I dont think that needs an explination ;) soo without further ado...


I'm Thankful For...


-Family



-Friends

-My Betta Fish, Max :)


{sorry for the crummy quality :P }


 
-My Bunny, Peter <3

{again, not great pic :P try 2 get better ones soon...}



-This lip balm...


{serriously, its amazing. try it.}


-Laptops. {oh what would we do without them?}

{this is actually my baby :) excuse the mess in the background. this is b4 i cleaned my desk...}




-Sleep. Who doesnt love it?










-Blogging :) idk what i would do if i couldnt put my random rantings to rest on these hallowed internet pages. i <3 blogging.





-Christmastime


{idk y but i love this...}





Alright honey-bees :) thats all for today :) more soon!

-aven

give Love
take memories
hug a Kitten <3





i will not be moved.

idk why but this song really hit home, check it out....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOzTOWca5OE

I have been the wayward child
I have acted out
I have questioned Sovereignty
And had my share of doubt
And though sometimes my prayers feel like
They're bouncing off the sky
The hand I hold won't let me go
And is the reason why...

[Chorus:]
I will stumble
I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes
I will face heartache
But I will not be moved
On Christ the Solid Rock I stand
All other ground is sinking sand
I will not be moved

Bitterness has plagued my heart
Many times before
My life has been like broken glass
And I have kept the score
Of all my shattered dreams and though it seemed
That I was far too gone
My brokenness helped me to see
It's grace I'm standing on

[Chorus]

And the chaos in my life
Has been a badge I've worn
Though I have been torn
I will not be moved

[Chorus]

Monday, December 5, 2011

Kittyyyyyyys!!!!!

Guesswhat Guesswhat Guesswhat????? i get to see kittys todaaaaaayyy!!!!!!!!! baby kittys!!!!!! and they belong to my friend Evan, {well his cat anyways ;D } and i havent seen them yet but the last litter was freckled ADORABLE. Serriously they were tiny {as kittens normally are ;D } super soft, and the cutest things EVER. So i cant wait to see these ones too :)

The last litter was so freckled ADORABLE and i betcha these ones will be too :) See, Patti told Evan she would bring him some cake, and she also thought that it would be a good excuse to see the kittens so off we go! We talked about going to her house and then walking over to his place together but i think itd be easier if we both just head over and meet eachother there. See? simple.

Anywaaaaaayyssss im excited. kittens are great :D and im in Socials now so i better go. Talk to y'all sooonnn!!!!!!!!

-aven

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAYYY!!!!!!

Hullo lovelys!

today is a VERY special day, because on this very date, 14 years ago, my best friend Patricia was welcomed into the world on the beautiful island of Indonesia. and the world has never been the same since ;) {believe me!}

Now, Patricia is a fabulous, amazing, gorgeous, and fantastic member of the world that brings happiness wherever she goes. Legit, she can make you laugh when yur sad and if ur having a bad day, all you needa do is go see her and she'll have u laughing like a maniac in no time ;)

She's been my bff for about 6 years now, and we know everything there is to know about each other. And i mean EVERYTHING. we have so many private jokes, i cant even begin to explain them {nor would i because of the word PRIVATE} serriously, someone around us just needs to say one key word, like "Root Beer" and we sneak a glance at eachother and crack up. heh heh...good times XD

Not to mention, when you see someone at LEAST once a week, and you go countless places together and share everything from clothes to bottles of sprite {ahh memories!} you get to know them REALLY good. So like, yesterday at church? i was sitting at the sound booth when someones arms reach around me and start hugging my neck. at first im like "....wtheck?" but then i hear the person laugh and i gasp and start hugging them back. it was patti :D

So yea, shes pree dope if ya couldnt tell. Loves sprite and the color yellow, cute animals, kids in general and sparkly things ;D I love her like a sista and thats no lie :) 

I was thinking, in honour of this monumental day, would y'all head on over to her blog http://www.yksnowkiwi.blogspot.com/ and check it out? follow, comment, bask in the awesomeness? it'd mean alot to meeee! :D thanks bubbletarts. talk to y'all soon kay? kay. byyeeeeeee!!!!!!!

-aven

Thursday, December 1, 2011

A Drop in the Ocean....

"Its just a drop in the ocean, a change in the weather, i was praying that you and me might end up together, its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert but ill keep holding closer to you, cause you are my heaven" <3

is that not the most bittersweet song ever? im in love with it. its stuck in my head in a major way :P so yea. thats cool.

anywaaays im at school right now. not exactly my favourite pastime in the universe -.- perhaps it wouldnt be quite so bad if i actually had a FRIEND here. ykno, those people you sneak out of class to meet and skip with and giggle with in the hallways and pass notes too and all that lovely jazz? uh-huh. one of those. cuz as it is, being the loser without any friends AND no phone just really sucks sometimes. But wateves. ill survive ;)

*SIGH * okay, so i had like, a yoghurt for lunch today right? cuz i wasnt super hungry, and then just as i was about to leave the house i grabbed a little mini bag of those crunchy cheezies. so now, i kinda want to eat them but i CANT because im in the library where we arent allowed to eat and if i tryed to sneak em, the crunchs would echo everywhere and id get caught. my, my, what i wouldnt do for a cupcake right this second. a vanilla cupcake with french vanilla icing. and not that gross fakey, to-sweet stuff you buy in a store. stuff made at home. yum. but alas, i hav not the ingredients nor the strength to make cupcakes once i get home. so as we started this paragraph.... *SIGH *

goshbubbles. im so tired xI and this bench thingy im sitting on, though cushioned, doesnt have a long enough seat so its not so comfy. ohwell. at least its cushioned. better then every other class where we sit on hard desk chairs all day.

ohmyfuzzysocks i have SO much to do. well maybe i dont, i dont know. it just FEELS like i have a zillion things to do. i probably dont have that much.

oh money, thou doth taunt me. kay lovelys. heres the dish. i dont have a job, nor do i WANT  a job. i would LIKE money but i dont NEED money, therefore, i am not going to get a job and labour for something i dont NEED. i may occasionally do odd jobs but thats it. i am not a "welcome to mcdonalds how may i help you?" kinda chick. no no no. so, in the meantime, Christmastime is coming, the goose is getting fat, and i do not have a penny for the old mans hat. I have limited funds to get things for 11 people. and by limited i mean 15 dollars in total. yea. then theres home-made things but i seem to be at a lack of creative skills. so lucky me. i need to find a way to not seem like a stingy old penny-pincher on the day of Christ's birth. fun.

on a lighter note, lets all welcome our dear old friend, bringer of Christmas cheer, describer of winter, bringer of cold and ice and snow, lets give it up for....


December!!!

So yes, our old confidant has arrived. Lets give him a warm welcome. *wild applause * ;) there ya go darlings. just like that.

Okaaay well I'm exhausted, both physically and mentaly, and i have Socials next so if you'll excuse me, i believe i shall scamper off into the real, less-pleasant land of high school so i may not be tardy ;) love y'all

-aven