Surprise, Surprise.

Okay. So i was wrong about today failing. It was amazing. all around just...great. yea. im way 2 tired to go into deets but i jus thot id let y'all know. kay. ttyl.....bye ;)

-aven

FML.....

Ever had one of those days where everything is goin great and you have a plan and you start to set it in motion and then all of a sudden, everything that could go wrong goes wrong? I just had one of those, reminding me how much I hate them. I was goona have a bunch of people over right? To watch a movie and chill? So I like, clean the house, and it was perfect cuz my entire family was going out. So I ask my mom, and she says yes but then she asks who I wanted to come and I told her, {it was 2 guys and 2 girls} and she sez the guys can't come over with no parents around. I complained but no budging there. So then she starts to go and one of my little brothers puts up a huge freaking fuss and she tells him to come like a zillion times but he doesnt listen and so she leaves him. Great. So I'm REALLY trying to be positive and even though this annoys the heck out of me, I pick up the phone to call the other people and both of them can't come. So now, Im stuck at home, blasting music on the tv and wishing I had a magic wand to make my parents not care when guys come over, my brothers to actually listen for once instead of acting like selfish spoiled brats, and my entire life to just turn out RIGHT for once. And to top it all off, tomorrow I have to go be Mary in the Christmas play at my church. Just great. Because I am so NOT a serene, gentle kinda girl. No way. I'm goona go now. Wish me luck with the rest of this fail of a day....

I do wanna love you

"For The Nights I Can't Remember"

[Verse 1:]
I see it in the way you would do
When no one else could ever get through
Holding back till I come around
Time and time again you wait for me to come in
And did you really look my way?
Cause no one could've seen this coming
I would never let you down
If I was running backwards in full time

[Bridge:]
So I can and I will and you’ll see your hero come running
Over and over tonight

[Chorus:]
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you boy is crazy
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time

[Verse 2:]
Me, I’m used to being tired and bloody
But you believed that I could be somebody
You put your world on hold for me
Gave away to follow failure through the fire
I need you to know I will
Believe me boy I’m so tired of running
I just wanna hold your hand
Stare at you like you’ve got everything I need

[Bridge:]
And I can so I will and you’ll see your hero come running
Over and over tonight

[Chorus:]
And I do wanna love you
If you see me running back
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you boy is crazy
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time

[Verse 3:]
And what if I never said to you I was dynamite
And what if I never told you I’m afraid to cry
What if I never let you down
And said I’m sorry for the nights I can’t remember
What if I never said to you I would try

Yeah Yeah Yeah

[Chorus:]
And I do wanna love you
(If you see me running back)
And I do wanna try
Because if falling for you boy is crazy
Then I’m going out of my mind
So hold back your tears this time

[Repeat Chorus]

Hold back your tears this time

Oh Oh

common thoughts?

Kitty-Cats!

Guess whaaaaaatt? remember those kittys i told you i was going to visit? well i visited them yesterday! & they're SO cute :) so yea. jus thot i'd tell y'all ;)

-aven

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Could We Be?

Theres a you and theres a me,
We seem to fit so perfectly,
I see you walk the streets with her,
My heart aches and my eyes blur,

But sometimes i wonder If you meant what you said to them,
You told them you wanted me i heard and sparkled, wondered 'when'?

So could we be? you and me?
i can just see the way we'd be,

Laughing like crazy, Running in the wind,
You'd try to pull me closer i'd happily give in,
We'd watch our favourite movies and walk all over town,
We'd lift each other to the clouds and never would come down,

You and me, could we be?

I know that you're with her right now,
but i wont let that bring me down,
cause i believe with all my heart,
that we do not belong apart,

If only you knew what you meant to me
Because of her i wont say but i pray someday you'll see

So could we be? you and me?
i can just see the way we'd be,

Laughing like crazy, Running in the wind,
You'd try to pull me closer i'd happily give in,
We'd watch our favourite movies and walk all over town,
We'd lift each other to the clouds and never would come down,

You and me, could we be?

So i'll just wait patiently right now,
Until the day you turn things around,
Could be real soon, could be in awhile,
No matter how long it'll be worthwhile,

Someday you will know that i want you too,
And we'll be together just like i always knew,

And we will be, you and me,
And they'll all see the way we'll be,

Laughing like crazy, Running in the wind,
You'll try to pull me closer i'll happily give in,
We'll watch our favourite movies and walk all over town,
We'll lift each other to the clouds, we're never coming down,

you and me, we will be.

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